Since some fucking bastard. Raped me or whatever. I have fucking issues. So I thought I would try some 'healing' things. An herb for letting troubles roll off the shoulders. Well. Its very nice. I feel good, anyway, and I feel some psuedo god is going to fuck with me if I take it too much and try to 'make me forgive' him. I don't know, the guy doesn't seem too keen on feminine free will, like if we did what we want, like creation would cave in on itself and we would all die. forever.

yeah, its that dire, apparently, to this primitive fuck.