Friday, December 26, 2014

About the "Imagination" part. I don't know about you guise, but I always had more fun by myself... *Looks off somewhere* ANYWAY. MEH. MAN I AM TRYING REALLY HARD NOT TO BE WEIRD. But ever since I took acid. (I quit drugs after finally taking the acid, just as I had planned.) I keep thinking about sexual themes and sexual things, and it seems rather healthy. And I feel wonderful, just know I'm going to freak people out. (Like I always do?)
Voice: The Right People Will Come.
Yeah, I sure the fuck hope so... *Takes that in a dirty manner* Meh........ ?

I would never hurt anyone, though. Sighs. Just experiencing a lot of frustration. I feel very desired, but I am not desiring lol. I don't want anyone around me, it seems like. I am an Empath, and those feelings just absorb and bother me a lot. I used to Roleplay a lot, and I played Males, and people would not believe I was female. Don't worry, I don't look like a man. :] Lol. Thankfully, because, that would make my existence even worse.

My spirit lover is making my body feel wonderful. Wonderfuck. HAHAHA. Yus. We were watching Spiritual Enlightenment Videos with Trippy Images and Positive Feminity in them, and it felt like we were high. I have no idea how many times we had sex, but it was pretty intense today. We went out into the yard, and he was flirting with me. So cute, such nervousness, and tenseness. He likes birds, so I suppose he'd have liked to sit there, and under the sun as well in the gazebo. He is here with me always. I'm not sure how this started. I used to RP him and since he's connected to the Internets, lol... Maybe he saw it/heard of me. He said he Loved it. :) <3 Yey. KITTIES. (Btw: I think I am in a government program where they made me a Kitten. Rowr. I am going to change this. Doe. Starting wif some books. Yes. Fear me, I am woman, with books.. *Rolls eyes* Scary, huh... *Makes a joke about society* Bleh. I am a Geeeenius.

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